Just kidding. Aion is better. HAHAnevermind.

_{Speaking of which:
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Just wanted to apologize again for my inactivity. Been playing a lot of Aion and doing other REAL WORLD stuff. And not whining about it to you all. Only considerate, seeing as you're all internetz pplz and really can't help me with my problems, anyway. :\ Nevertheless, we have a scanner at the apartment, now. So I might be able to continue my comic series'.

Wait, I will whine about something. IT'S SO COOOOOLD. I hate winterIHATEIT. |C It makes me want to curl up in a ball under a blanket and hibernate. But I'm not fat enough for that. :c

Anyway, it appears I'm starting school in the summer. I applied for FASFA and got well over $5k in grants because one of my parents doesn't file for taxes, uses food stamps, and is unemployed. That would be my mom, by the way. Just got out of jail. Made me come get her at four in the morning. e_e; Now she never stops calling me. "Where are those pictures we took together?" "Did you call grandma? She's worried about you." "Where are those pictures of us before you graduated?" "Where are those pictures of Thanksgiving?" *FACEDESK*

Also, I'm on Adderall. It makes the day go by SO much more easily. I can focus on one thing for HOURS and not get bored. Like writing this journal, for instance. It also makes me more sociable. I find that I can come up with replies to things more quickly. It's nice. c:

Well I promised I'd go wake up Chuck about now. >>; I want to go to Wal*Mart and get some soda and milk. c: ...and look for work-out clothes. ...and eggnogBYE.

Just thought I'd let everyone know what's going on again. I just got over having the flu for four days. Worst almost week of my life. I'm so grateful that Chuck was there to take care of me. If I were still living at home, I would have just sit in bed and cried all day. I've never been so glad to eat food.

Right now my sleep schedule is seriously messed. I've been staying up until eight in the morning and sleeping until four in the afternoon. It kinda bothers me, but... I guess there's nothing really for me to be up for.

As for jobs, I still don't have one. I've applied to a lot of places. WalMart wouldn't even hire me. In case you didn't get the intensity of that statement, I'll repeat it: WALMART DIDN'T EVEN HIRE ME. I'm hoping I can get a waitressing job somewhere. Maybe Perkins or Red Robin. The Fuddrucker's in Appleton is hiring. Hopefully they'll give me a chance.

Anyway, not much art I can upload without a scanner, y'know? So sorry for the lack thereof. Gimme a month or two and I'll give you some stuff.

...I've been eating a lot of pickles.

Stolen from

1. name - Cyrin R. Soule
2. age - Eighteen
3. country – US of A
4. eye colour - Gray
5. hair colour – Blond with Black… Sideburn… Things
6. middle name – …Romain. SHUTUP.

Are You:

7. dating someone – Somewhat
8. left-handed – No.
9. racist – Kinda. Don’t like to be.
10. smart – I like to think I am.
11. tall – FFFFFFFFFFF
12. in love – Oh yes… <3 <3 <3

Fave:

13. color – Greeeeeeen
14. fruit – Cherries!
15. flavor of ice cream – Blue Moon
16. book - City of the Dead by Brian Keene
17. movie – Pulp Fiction
18. song – Right now? Hm… Known Your Enemy by Green Day.
19. number – 13
20. food – Ramen
21. drink – Mountain Dew Voltage
22. band/singer – Either 1o Years or Linkin Park
23. baby name for a girl – Hm… Ridley.
24. baby name for a boy - Either Dante, Gideon, or… Emory.
25. person – Jhonen Vaaaaasqueeeeeez
26. website – dA, of course, and Neopets
27. game - There are lots. I’m really into WoW right now. Waiting for Aion~ x3
28. cereal – Kix!

This or That:

29. jeans/pajamas – Pajamas. I haven’t worn a pair of jeans in eight years…
30. rain/snow – Rain.
31. black/white – Black.
32. dogs/cats – Dogs.
33. chapter books/manga - Manga.
34. family/friends - Friends.
35. question/answer - Both.
36. pants/shorts – Pants.
37. tv/movie – Both!
38. lights on/off – On.
39. phone/computer – Compu~
40. test/homework – NEITHER.
41. guy/girl – Guysplz
42. brother/sister – …I don’t like any of mine.
43. kids/pets – Hm… I’d have to say pets. Cheaper.
44. people/animals – Both!

Random:

45. what time is it right now?- 3:15pm
46. what do you do when you're bored? – Watch Movies.
47. 'Y' - … ‘Y’ not?
48. where do you want to visit? – Harajuku, Japan.
49. how much money do you have? – Nada.
50. if you were dying, how would you spend your last days alive? - …you don’t want to know.
51. do you have an ipod? - Pfft. After Europe? I don’t want one.
52. who messaged you last? – Dakota.
53. who called you on the phone last? – *checks history* Home.
54. are you tired? – Nope. Java Monster. c:
55. what is your dream job? - Animator for an Anarchaia animated series.
56. do you have a job right now? – Working on it.

How Many:

57. letters are in your full name? – Uhm… Sixteen.
58. schools have you gone to? – Four.
59. jobs have you had? – None.
60. people have you kissed? – Not including my family? …a few.
61. friends do you have? – A handful. Four or five…
62. windows are in the room you are sitting in? – Three, counting the adjacent basement room.
63. rooms are in your house? – This one? Uhm…Twelve, not counting closets.
64. books do you own? - Jesus, I don’t care…
65. movies do you own? – Too many to count.
66. brothers/sisters do you have? – Two half-sisters, one half-brother.
67. people live in your house with you? – This one? Three, counting my dog. The one I’m staying at now, two.
68. pets do you have? – My dog.
69. kids do you want/have? – My limit is one.

Personal:

70. who was the first person you kissed? – Dunno. My boyfriend in gradeschool…
71. are you dating someone? - Déjà vu?
72. how long have you been dating? – We’re not really dating, but we’ve been together for almost a month, now…
73. what is the most important thing that you own? – Probably my Wii.
74. what do you imagine most? – Stardom.
75. what do you dream about? – Never anything pleasant.
76. what is the most embarrassing thing that ever happened to you? - Probably doing really horribly at the talent show in middle school...
77. what is the color of your underwear right now? – Pervert… But it’s black.
78. what is your fave word from a different language? – Hm… Pene!
79. close your eyes. what do you hear? – The Travel Channel.
80. what are you thinking right now? - Hoping that BestBuy looks over my app. And I really want to draw something, but all of my stuff is back at the apartment…

I've been gone. I've left my grandparents' house to go look for a job. It's harder than you think, so don't fucking patronize me, please. Economy is shitty.

ANYWAY.

I'm staying at my father's. There's no internet let alone a scanner, so don't expect to see much from me. However, I will be checking deviations and messages once a week so still consider me active.

As for my trip to Europe...

London is win. Paris is shit.

For any of my French watchers: bite me.

So yes. See you all when I actually get somewhere with my life. 'Til then! <3

Today was Senior Skip Day. We had one before, but the previous wasn't really planned. It was more of a "Well-We-Were-Supposed-To-Have-Off-This-Day-But-The-School-Board-Is-Making-Us-Go-But-We're-Cool-So-We-Won't-Go-Anyway" Day. Today we'd been planning since... Iunno, February? About half of the senior class went to a Brewers' game, while the rest stayed home and fucked their long-graduated *friends.

We had all pre-paid for our tickets and received them a couple days ago. I had to drive Paige, Megan, Rachel, and myself all the way to Milwaukee, which is easily a two hour drive. We were supposed to join the larger group and tailgate in the reserved spot at the stadium, but I didn't really feel like partying with a bunch of people I really don't like, so I opted to go earlier than they did. I was driving, so it was my choice, after all. u_u

So we got there and I pulled my little ten-dollar grill out of my trunk. I probably should have assembled it after I bought it, but then I wouldn't have gotten to watch Megan try and put it together. xDD She did, eventually, but it was more fun that way. After that, we'd realized that Grandma had packed me a jar of matches. A JAR of matches. What the hell am I supposed to light them on? So we asked the guys parked near us if we could borrow theirs. One of them ended up just walking over to my car and setting up the whole fire. Paige DROWNED the coals in lighter fluid, then got annoyed with me when I told her to stop. Dx I honestly did believe the cars around my grill would explode. x__(\ So... I hid in my car 'cause I'm a retard. xD

Then, we also realized that Grandma had forgotten to give me the spatula for our bigger grill at home. So Paige thought she'd attempt to craft some makeshift tongs out of the aluminum foil she brought. I guess they worked 'cause we eventually got the brats to cook. HOWEVER- and here's the hilarious part- everything we cooked tasted like LIGHTER FLUID.

Paige and I ended up sitting together in the front row of the Terrace Section. The view was amazing. xD Though after watching only eight innings, I'm pretty sure I could name every player of both the Brewers and the St. Louis Cardinals by face and possibly number. Not something I'm proud of, really. So yeah, apparently three bags of Dippin' Dots and a bag of cotton candy at Miller Stadium costs approximately seventeen dollars. I suggest bringing a credit card.

All of the seniors that went and a few people I didn't know sat in our section. Half of the boys from school were already drunk by the time they sat down. It was kind of funny, but also kind of obnoxious. I hope they weren't the ones driving home. xD

Speaking of which, I made a wrong turn on my way out of the parking lot. Thank (insert deity) that I had Grandpa's GPS or I'd have gone all the way to fucking Springfield for all I know. xDD While on a random on-ramp, a green Jeep in front of us began throwing half-full cans of soda out their passenger window. Paige and I promptly flipped them off and they gave us the Shocker in return. This went on for about five minutes along the highway until I passed them, waving my hand kindly and smiling.

Took about three hours to get home including a short trip to McDonald's where we talked loudly and scared little children. Then I took everyone home, nearly hitting maybe three cars because Megan's head was in the way of my blind spot.

My day.